so much more than we can comprehend.

Who knew that four letters and one syllable could mean so much.
June -
End of school
Start of summer fever
Meeting up with friends you haven't seen in a while
Becoming distant with others...
R.I.P. Tori Braun, Sean White, and Amanda Nowicki
Fucking regret.

People say that you should never regret things that have happened in your past, for they have brought you to where you are today.
Fuck. That. If I wasn't so fucking stupid, I would have stopped myself. I knew how much pain that would bring, yet I kept going. I knew all his lies, yet I kept on believing. And I still let him suck the fucking nectar from my heart like a goddamn famished mother fucking butterfly.

I miss you so much, Tori. You were my first real friend in sixth grade. You taught me how to have fun and be myself. You were the first person who appreciated me for who I was and didn't try to change me to your own personal liking. I remember when I touched your sister's hedgehog and we tried to use bandaids to make it feel better. I remember when we went to that haunted house and got the shit scared out of us. I remember when you, Sam, Mariah and I all dubbed ourselves a member of My Chemical Romance. I remember when you helped me make my first MySpace page. I remember talking to you out on the street and you telling me about how you love being numb, and how if you were to die today it'd be fine with you; because you were happy in your own little world. I remember our last cigarette together. You told me about how it's dumb how people are too paranoid about cops, and I told you I liked your green tie dye sweater-thing. :) You were a beautiful individual. I can't believe you're gone. I'll always love you, girl. And miss you so much.
With love, forever; Frank Iero. <3