Headaches.

(Insert Name Here) was at school today. I was supposed to see them at lunch 6th hour, but instead for my 5th hour English class we went to the computer lab and worked on our graphic novels and through the window I saw (Insert Name Here) and my heart dropped to my stomach. Of course I told Nicci and Nicci and I were banging on the window to get their attention and they finally looked over and waved and I was smiling 'cause, well, I was happy as hell. Then I went back to work and looked up and they were looking at me and staring and I tried to ignore it, but I couldn't. So I just started blankly back and continued to work. I saw them 6th hour but for some reason I couldn't be around them. It hurt too much. So I sat at a different table with Anna J. and I kept on noticing them staring at me. So I got up to put my tray away and I walked back and they weren't there. I walked out to the foyer to get some air and they ran into me and we had slight conversation. It was difficult. Then another individual came into the Commons and of course this other individual waited until they knew they had my attention and then ran up to (Insert Name Here) and hugged and kissed them. I of course picked my stuff up and walked away and started to cry; but then my wonderful pal Bjorn came up to me and made me smile and laugh and it was nice.
Before I went to Biology I made the decision to text (Insert Name Here) Telling them that "I think it would be best if you didn't talk to me at all anymore." It was hard as hell, but I did it. I found out that he didn't have his phone with him @ school. So yeah. Pah.

After school I had a concerto audition at five20. So I had nothing to do until then soooo I called up my friend Ethan and he picked me up and we hit up the Firefly and had a smoke, he got a Chai Latte (if that's how you spell it) and then we drove to Goodland Park and we walked on water (the lake) and we felt like Genuine Jesus'. XD It was pretty rad. He took me back to the school and I had my audition and I have got to say I was shitting bricks. I messed up a phrase of running 8th's and shiiiiiiiit. It'll be a miracle if I make it.

Anywho, I'm contemplating making myself a Peanut Butter and Banana Sandwich.
To eat or not to eat.